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As I stare at the chat window, I wonder if you are staring at it too, and as if like some magic portal, we can see each other. 

But that's just me, falling into that romantic pit again, that says, maybe, one day again.. I will see you, and send you heart emojis again. even as the universe brutally makes us realise, love... 

Well, love is never enough. and so, as the stars align, they beseech me to find a new home,

 a home inside,

 a home that sticks around,

 a home that shows up, again and again,

and never makes me question my worth,

 a home that cares,

 a home that's truly grateful for the love you have filled it with, 

am then it dawns on me

and I accept it,

 that home is inside me.

 I am my home. 

 And so I look at the screen,

 and send you the residual

 love I have left, 

and then I....

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